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To my followers


I would like to say that so far, it has been a fun ride, creating content for you guys to enjoy, from my animations to my posters here on DeviantART. It is definitely something I would like to keep doing, but nothing lasts forever sadly. FNAF is dying, or when FNAF World is released, it will be changing. I have no idea what to move on to after FNAF is gone, not everyone is going to be pleased with any changes but it is inevitable. I just hope I can move onto something that keeps the majority happy and entertained.


But thus far, thank you all so much for sticking around and keeping up to date with what I do. I really means so much to me and has changed how I imagine people view me, if that makes any sense. Basically I used to think people just didn't give a shit and just didn't care about who I was, what I did or anything. You've changed that. Thank you.



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To my friends


Some of you may already know that I was part of a community on GMod at some point. Things went bad and I ended up pretty much ditched by everyone. I felt pretty much abandoned. One or two stuck with me though. One of those being Glazzrain, who has stuck with me since and I cannot be any more grateful and happy for that. Seriously, words cannot express how happy I am to have you in my life. Any others that 'stuck with me' from that community don't exactly talk to me, they're more like acquaintances, but at least they don't hate me I guess.


About the pimps

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First one I met was Nikson. That was shortly after I was introduced to his music, and I asked him if I could use some. Turns out he was a fan of my work, and was actually inspired by me to start animating. He happily agreed to let me use his music. Shortly after we added each other and the rest should be obvious.


Next one I met was Mr Jericho, who at first was just a Kyle, asking for a little help with Source Filmmaker. At the time I wasn't really too big a channel, and had time to help people out a lot, so I allowed him to add me on Steam and I taught him how to animate. His first successful animation consisted of a very short and wonky clip of Foxy waving after the curtains opened. Even though it wasn't anywhere near good, I encouraged him to keep going as it was a step forward from where he was before. Now look at him. Bigger than me.


At some point, Nikson, Mr. J and I had formed our own little group of animators, inspired by Hitlerspimp's character with a Thomas head and suited body, we made our characters. Nikson with the Bonnie head in a suit, Mr. J with Freddy's head, and Foxy in a suit for mine. Though we never imagine we'd be along side the pimp himself, but I'll come to that later. We didn't really have a name for our group of three, but some of you may remember it, since us three had the same banner on YouTube of our characters posed in front of a window to a city. Click here to view it if you haven't already.


I'm pretty sure the next pimp I met was Gold94chica with whom I started to get close to the second time I travelled to Sweden. I had been kinda stressed and had a little time to hop onto my laptop at the airport and he spoke to me during that time. And since, he supports and helps me with what I do. He's one of the nicest I've met, though recently he's started to come out a little more and make more crude jokes, which isn't a bad thing!


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More friend stuffs


From there it was kind of a blur and I met Malohn, MrRAWEEE and Hitlerspimp himself in a short burst. Ever since then I've been meeting more and more awesome people, like Murder of Crows,Father Ferguson,Mistress Flame,Wintereous Flame,LSF Development,Rasmus, and many more, and I wouldn't have it any other way. I'll let the sappy stuff come later.


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Life


Since I moved to the current town I live in, so about 9 years now, I had been bullied in school. I moved here in the final year of primary school (for Americans, elementary school) and I couldn't really make friends there. After the final year was up, I obviously moved onto high school. Pretty much the first day there, I met this guy named Jamie, and we had become friends. But even from the first day, nobody but him liked me, only he truly stuck with me and is still around to this date so serious props to him.


But as I said, it was pretty much only him who liked me. Nobody else would've given a damn if I had dropped from the fourth floor of the main building in that school. I had been physically, mentally and verbally bullied there. I've had people randomly fly kicking me in the back as I'm walking out the school and my phone being taken and smashed, and that's not even scratching the surface.


As you can imagine, school hadn't exactly left me a very confident or emotionally capable person, so finally ending up in a community, albeit online in a gamemode nobody knows or cares about, had finally cheered me up a little. That's where I had met Glazz.


After some drama had popped up involving me and someone big in the community, nobody had seen that the other person was being a bitch, and pretty much everyone started to hate me. At least everyone who sucked up to the other person, so only like, two people didn't start hating me. That had dragged me down even further, as I then had very few people there for me. 


Along comes FNAF and with it, fan made material. Namely, MrCreepyPasta's audio. I had seen plenty of traditional animation with the Bite of '87 audio, but no 3D animations of it. As I had been starting to get into animating with Source Filmmaker, and had gotten my hands on some models, (which at the time, were only obtainable from some vague TF2 thing, I don't even know, a friend gave them to me which I later moved to Source Filmmaker to animate) so I decided to take a shot in creating it. Little did I know, it very quickly drew a lot of attention that I never expected. It made me happy, yet in some way a little scared. I realised I wasn't ready to be well known, but didn't want to disappoint. I tried by best to make it as good and realistic as I could, but I was only a beginner with Source Filmmaker. It took forever to get the most basic of movements to look natural, at all. And then the project got corrupted, but the majority stuck around. Let's move on because this is slightly irrelevant to what I want to say.


Gaining popularity from my animations had made me see that people can give a shit about me and what I do. Quite literally changed my perspective of life, for the better. The pimps, and becoming a pimp has had a big impact on my life. Meeting all of them has been such an amazing experience, and I need to meet you all personally one day. Even though I don't really express it, mostly because I don't really know how, but I love you guys. As for my followers, thank you all for being there and supporting me, whether you've been here all along, or just a few hours.



Thank you


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Tagging people I definitely want to see this, in case the link tags don't work
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I love you all
Edit; I suck at grammar. Fixed it


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TheFPScrub's avatar
I have always wondered what would happen when FNaF died...  Would there still be people spreading the love?  Or just move on completely?  All I can say, though, is that you, the pimps, the theorists, YouTubers, and other animators have made the life span of the series a great time indeed.  If you want to move on, then do it and I will support you all the way (unless you start being a d-bag).